Hotel takeover

Transcript

Welcome to the Pineapple Pinup, the Hot Wife Life podcast. On today's podcast, we are going to talk about the hotel takeover that I went to, and then I have a couple of listener emails. I went to a hotel takeover over the weekend, me and my husband, and we had every intention of going there and just, you know, checking it all out and, you know, all this good stuff. And I really wish that I had geared up more for it. I really wish that I had taken the time to sleep and caffeinate and get into the groove because I was not able to hang in.

And mind you, part of the problem was that this was a pool party. It was a pool party and I am ghostly. I mean, I am pale and the sun does things to me like burn me. And I am not great at the heat. And I am not great at, there's a bunch of things that I'm not real super good at when it comes to the sun. And so because of my, my phobias and my blah, I wasn't super good at it. I wasn't super good at being part of the party because I kept going back inside and I kept, um, abandoning. And my husband and I, like my husband doesn't eat the kind of food that they were serving there.

So we had to go and find some place to eat dinner. So we went and found some place to eat dinner and then we came back. And the atmosphere of this party though was amazing. And my husband and I played together a lot because the energy was good. The energy was active and alive and it was so sexual and it was so it was so everybody's on the same page and it was it was everything's gearing up towards and you could feel the energy build all day long and I really wish that I had been able to hang in longer because truly the party didn't even really get started until after I had to go to bed.

I was exhausted. And so that's kind of part of the reason why I really wish that I had geared up more. Now, there were other factors to my behavior and my calling it quits early. There were other factors involved, and I'm going to be frank with you. I get very uncomfortable around people who are super drunk or super high. I come from a long line of people who have not been good people when they were super drunk or super high. And as I preach on this show, hallelujah, hallelujah, I am a huge, huge proponent of consent.

I cannot tell you enough how important consent is, how important it is to be a consenting safe, sane, and consensual. That's what it's got to be, safe, sane, and consensual. And here's the thing. I wasn't feeling super safe. And that's my phobias. That's my and I know I need to get over it because when you're at a hotel takeover part of the fun of it is that you can let loose and you can you're going to have a place to sleep it off and you're going to be able to party and do all the things that you want to do and then not be a danger to anyone else. But are you a danger to yourself?

And here's my thing. I know that I am a big old stick in the mud when it comes to drinking. I know that I am a big old stick in the mud when it comes to being high. I don't have as much problem with the high as I do with the drinking because there are certain people that have taught me very, very well that when you drink, you can get ragey, you can get angry, you can get violent. And these are lessons that I have learned throughout my life. And now mind you, I don't think anybody got any of these things at this party. At least I didn't hear about anything. But I was not used to these people.

I'd never really met a lot of like, I'd met in like maybe two or three of them before. But I had gone and I was, I wanted to so badly participate more.

And I think that I will participate more at the next one that we go to because we are going to more because I really want to get in and discover what it is and be able to fully embrace it fully be a part of it fully get into the late night activity of it all but I mean when you get to a certain age and you spend your entire life going to bed at nine o'clock there's a certain part of you that's like yeah no it's it's midnight I'm wiped so I'm part of it has to be that I'm going to have to caffeinate and I'm really going to have to try to go hard.

But all of that to say that I'm learning lessons, I'm still growing, I'm still trying to participate in areas that make me uncomfortable. And I'm still trying to do all this because I think it's important. I think it's important when you say that you're going to go to these parties that you commit to going to these parties right so and I really I mean it was there the the part I did participate in was so much fun and it was so intriguing and all of these people were very very um nice and friendly and there were a lot of people who were very shy and it was very hard to Thank you.

And all of these people were very, very, um, nice and friendly. And there were a lot of people who were very shy and it was very hard to rein in and like figure out where, where we fit. And mind you, because of the fact that you're all in the same boat, everybody understands. Okay. A lot of these people had known each other from previous events. And a lot of these people had been chit chatting on discord for a while and there was a lot going on. And that to me was, I got into the discord late. Um, I had not really been preparing for this because originally it was supposed to happen months ago.

And so my whole thought process on it had gotten twisted. My whole thought process on it had gotten, because me in February is a lot different than me in August. Me in August is like, no, we need to hermit. We need to shut down. We need to, it's too hot. It's, I'm very whiny. I am very whiny in August. But in February, I am at my most jazzed. I am at my most energetic. I am at my most, um, exuberant, uh, well, let's say November through February. I'm, those are, that's my modus is I'm very active. I'm very energized in that time period because it's cold and it's sweater weather.

And it's like, it's, it's also very, um, so for me, I have feeling that the the hotel takeover that i'm going to in december is and plus the hotel takeover in december is actually like three or four days i think it's four days and we're going to all four days so i'm excited about the whole thing I'm excited to be going and excited to be able to sleep and then be energized for the activities of the next day and like all of those things and sleep according to the schedule of the party and not sleep according to the schedule of the alarm clock.

Because I really do want to fully participate and I I'm going with a friend and I'm going with my husband. And I'm really hoping that between the three of us, we can find the energy to participate in all sorts of different directions. Because a lot of it has to do with your own personal energy level, the energy level of the party, the energy level of the, and I mean, I can only imagine how exhausted everybody's going to be by the Sunday. Like, it's a lot. It's going to be a lot. So I'm excited.

I am very excited to go and do this and be part of this so all in all um there's a bunch of there's I have great um hope that I will be able to fully participate that does not mean I did not participate in this one um I did have a friend there who I had who I I mean i talk about him all the time toe man he is my he's my guy i love him he saved me at the last party i went to from being completely like orgasm free he saved me um and got bathed in it as it were and. And there's a lot that, because of the fact that Toman is somebody I feel very, very comfortable with.

He's very, very, he and I are very much on the same page. He introduced me to some people, we talked, like it was very much, I felt like the party was going to, that I was going to have some fun because of him. And I did. He took me over to the outside mattress that was by the pool and we fucked on it and I destroyed it because that's what I do. And mind you, I had been gearing up for it in my hydration levels. So I was ready to be that girl. And we, I went to one room and they had a display of dildos and they had this dildo that was like supposed to be an alien cock.

And it so intrigued me that I was like, yeah, let's do this thing. See you next time. supposed to be an alien cock. And it so intrigued me that I was like, yeah, let's do this thing. So I ended up fucking somebody else's dildo with a condom, obviously, and then cleaning it, obviously. But it was so much fun to be just there and be in this room with these people talking about their experience with this dildo. And like, it was, it was a lot of energy and it was a lot of coming and it was a lot of, it was good, good stuff.

And then my husband, before the night ended for me and my husband, we went back to our room. And I'm not even kidding you, the energy of that whole weekend was just writhing between us. And he and I just went to town on one another. And I sprayed all over the place, all over our room. And I was just like, because here's the thing. Sometimes going to a party is not about your participation level. Sometimes going to the party is about the energy that you are absorbing from other people's desires.

Sometimes it is the collective that creates the energy, that creates the desire, that creates the passion, that creates all of it into this culmination. And even if you play only with your partner or even if you only play once or twice, that energy is going to feed that desire and it is going to feed that experience and for me I get it I did not fully participate in this party and I understand that very well but I know that I had a fantastic time because the energy there was so good. It was so aggressive and so, oh, just like it surrounded you and it like lifted you. It was so good.

And I met several people that I would love to have more conversations with. I met several people and I talked to several people and I was trying to join into conversations and do all of that stuff. Now, mind you, there's some awkward going on. There is always some awkward going on because it's hard. It's hard to know what to talk about when the only thing you really know that you share in common is swing life. So you're either constantly telling your origin story or you're trying to find other common ground.

And for me, in a very loud party, it's hard to hear and it's hard to gather information to find that alternate common ground. But I did reach out and talk and I introduced myself to people and I talked To be continued... to gather information, to find that alternate common ground. But I did reach out and talk, and I introduced myself to people, and I talked to people, and I did all of the things that made me feel like a grownup. I did all these things that made me feel like this, that I was truly attending this party, that I was truly participating in this party.

Whether or not I did by anybody else's standards, I know that I did. My husband and I know that we did because we participated to the level that we were comfortable and to the level that we were physically prepared for, okay? Now, mind you, had we gotten more, um, more activity, more play, it would have been awesome. But currently I am satisfied with the fact that I went. I'm satisfied with the fact that I participated. I'm satisfied with the fact that I went and I met people and I talked to people and I was, and it was a lot of fun. And that was all great for me. That was all great.

The other problem, um, the party was happening. Okay. It was a three level hotel and the party was mostly happening on the second floor and then the third floor. It was like graduating up and there were all these party rooms on the second floor where you could go by and like, it was almost like, um, a kink museum where you could go by and look at everybody's like room and then the party was supposed to take place on the third floor after midnight but the they broke the elevator they pushed the button too many times and it just shut down. It wouldn't work anymore.

So then everybody had to go up the stairs. So that was another thing that was really like, like you're walking around in heels, you're walking around in, you know, in fatware. And so many people are tripping up the stairs because they're a little drunk. And, you know, it's like it was fun, though. It was so much fun. And it was really a good time.

okay so I got a question from a listener um hi my husband and I enjoy listening to your podcast and I'm needing help as to how to be consistent in the lifestyle since this is new to us we are very interested in the hot wife relationship dynamic and since that will benefit us both we've never done anything outside of their house yet and there's occasionally flirting outside the house but nothing else i'm looking for advice on how you started to have this relationship without compromising without compromising the relationship with your husband um we have already started FLR relationship, but we are looking for more.

Direction and advice is appreciated. All right, so I'm going to read what I wrote, and then I'll try to get into it more. You're partly the way there. Starting with a female-led relationship is going to be well-suited for the hot wife life. When you first start, there's a lot of confusion about connection and angst and jealousy. And the thing is, that's the cocktail that makes the cock life interesting and of interest to men.

I think you're going to find that you're going to have the hardest time with quote-unquote cheating because he seems like he's already in and going to get off on the fear and emotional turmoil. Since in most cases the emotional turmoil is the kink for them, is not the kink for women. We're the ones who have to spend the most time delving into what our consent means and who we're giving it to.

It's kind of hard to gauge your own reaction to the shame and the guilt that you're going to feel but a lot of that was alleviated by my husband being straight up honest about what it was he was looking for and how much he wanted it it was terrifying first step because you have so much on the line your marriage is the reason that you are doing this and as long as you're communicating prior to doing anything you're going to be fine it's such a relief actually to actually do it.

Um, honestly, I don't know if this answered your question, but I'm going, um, but if you write me, no, write me back and let me know about your fears, I can relate more. Um, so then she responded. Um, thank you so much for the quick response. We are known each other. We have known each other since high school, 40 plus years. He's the only person I've ever been with. He's very open about what he's looking for moving forward.

At first I had mixed feelings, but as time, a lot of time, Catholic guilt has gone by, I decided I would like to know what and who else was out there still keeping our relationship attached communication is not my strong point I keep a lot to myself this causes some conflict in the FLR relationship I hope this is helping said here's the thing about being dominant and I'm going and I'm sorry I'm going off script a little bit here but this is very true and you should keep this in mind. Here's the thing about being dominant.

You have to be able to at least intake information, but it also helps to put it out. I'm not entirely sure how to get somebody who keeps things to themselves to feel comfortable enough to talk, but you might consider something along the lines of a shared journal. I don't know how comfortable you are writing your feelings, but a shared journal will allow you a space to share the things that you're concerned, that concern you, to share the things that you're going through so that he has some understanding of what you're facing.

The same will go with him because he will be able to share with you what he's facing and you will be able to adapt to his needs more readily. Um, so let's get into this for just a second. First of all, um, if you are looking, uh, if you're looking for a starting point as to where to go with, um, finding someone, always, you can always try the apps.

I personally find that FetLife is a really good place to communicate, learn about people, get some of their, some of their, you can read their profiles, you can look at their pictures, you can see how strongly they participate in their kink and all that other good stuff. You can kind of gauge it a little bit better, I think, because you don't have to pay for it, okay? When you pay to support FET, you get access to things like videos, but that's the only thing that they're not letting you have access to from the jump.

And if you are trying to put your foot in the door, if you're trying to figure out your kink, if you're trying to figure out how to be a part of a lifestyle, any lifestyle, vet life is a good place to go because it's not one kink. It's all the kinks. And there's no shame in all of the kinks. There's no shame in your, there's no yucking of your yum. There's no judgment. It's literally like, okay. And if somebody approaches you with a kink that you're not into, your response is 100%. I am so happy that you have found something that makes you happy.

That is not something that I participate in, but thank you so much for reaching out to me. You're nice, nonjudgmental, and letting them know that your consent is not there, that you're not in their kink, okay? You just have to be gentle and you're nonjudgmental because what they're into is defining to them. So we don't judge people's definition of themselves. That's all I'm saying here. So when you're getting ready to fully step out and do that next step, it helps to know that the other person is fully on board.

It takes a minute, it takes a hot minute to figure out, okay, so we've decided to do this. Now what? My personal journey, I was a little bit lucky in the fact that I had met a lot of people through my vanilla job that had given me some insight as to people being interested in doing more with me um that gave me something to work with so and then when we fully started working in the realm of fet life it became abundantly clear that we were in the right place for us.

My husband is really good at scrolling through TikTok, sorry, scrolling through FetLife, finding things that interest him, talking to me about these things, looking at the events going on in our area, looking at the munches, looking at the parties, looking at the meetups, looking at all of these things. And SLS has something very similar to that, like they have a hot date. So you can do all of these things that kind of center around your life and how you live your life. And you don't have to go too terribly far outside of your comfort zone.

But I am telling you that the apps really, really help. The apps really help to connect you with the people who are of the same mind, of the same understanding. We're not here to cheat. We are here to be ethically non-monogamous. We are not here to, we're not here to exchange recipes. We're here to fulfill some desires. We're, it's Very, very nice to find a community that you can research and discover. And here's the thing, if you go on FetLife, you're going to find some experienced bulls. If you go on Twitter, you're going to find some experienced bulls.

When you're new to the lifestyle, it helps to navigate it by using somebody who has some experience using somebody who has been in the life for a while somebody who self-proclaims who they are and what they do and it is so much easier to do that when you are connected when you are in the apps when you are doing the research I don't know.

connected when you are in the apps, when you are doing the research, because discussing the fantasy with your husband and listening to podcasts and all of that stuff is not going to actually make, is not actually going to get you to the point where you're going to take the first step. Okay. Cause the first step, I'm so sorry, but the first step is like stepping off a cliff and hoping that there's a bridge, an invisible bridge there, an invisible trust bridge. You've got to trust that there's a bridge there. That's the only thing I'm going to say.

My husband and I built our trust bridge before I stepped off that cliff. It was slightly terrifying because honestly, you don't know. You can talk about it. You could dream about it. But until you feel the energy of your wife walking out that door, going to fuck another man. You're not going to know how you feel about it. And here's the problem. You're stepping off a cliff. And if that trust bridge is not there, if your trust and your emotional preparedness is not ready, you're going to create some damage, okay? It's going to be damaging.

And I want that, I'm not trying to scare anybody out of doing this, but you have to go into the, with the mindset that I'm going to trust that you are emotionally prepared for what I'm asking for of you and the same is true for both fucking parties okay I had to trust that my husband was emotionally prepared for what I was about to go and do and he had to trust that I was emotionally prepared to go and do this thing because there's a like I understand that when you're the one who's out there doing the fucking that it seems like that is the cake and eating it too side and the other side is very much the side that's like the bereft one.

But here's the thing. I'm walking out that door. I'm heading to a place where he knows that I am going to cheat on him. Okay, I am going to step outside the monogamous normative plan for a marriage and do something that I basically vowed not to do in our wedding vows, forsaking all others. I vowed that I would forsake all others and here here I am going to do this thing that I promised him I wouldn't. And that's got some consequences. That's got some consequences, especially, especially if you are burdened by things like Catholic guilt.

And if you are burdened by things like a religious background that has been telling you for years and years and years that this is sacred and sacred, there are pieces of your psyche that are not always 100% prepared. And that is where the fear comes in. And that is where the angst comes in. And it's happening for both parties, okay? It's not just like your cuck sitting at home, like, oh, and he's the only one feeling the things. You two are out there feeling the things. But is it adding to the energy? Or is it taking away from the experience?

Are you using it to fuel it or is it putting a damper on it? If it's putting a damper on it, then this may not be the thing for you. But if you're using it like, oh my God, I'm being so naughty. Oh my goodness. Who's a dirty girl? Um, if you're using it like that, if you're taking that shame and turning it into desire and you're turning it into, um, passion and you're turning it into something, then good. But if it is causing so much anxiety within you, so much fear, so much paralyzation, then this may not be for you.

And I'm not trying to trust me when I tell you, I'm not trying to talk anyone out of doing this. I'm also not trying to sugarcoat it because yes, there are things about this lifestyle that are fucking amazing. There are also things about this lifestyle I don't know. trying to sugarcoat it. Because yes, there are things about this lifestyle that are fucking amazing. There are also things about this lifestyle that are painful and rough. And like, because the main part of lifestyle is life, okay? Life is never going to be straight easy peas.

there's going to be rejection there's going to be heartache there's going to be straight easy P's. There's going to be rejection. There's going to be heartache. There's going to be miscommunication. There's going to be hurt feelings. There's going to be stumbling blocks. And how you navigate the lifestyle is based on how you navigate those stumbling blocks. How you communicate with your partner. How your partner then in turn communicates with you. Communication cannot be a weak point in your relationship, a weak point in yourself, if you're going to successfully navigate the lifestyle.

Communication has to be paramount. And it's one of the things that has gotten stronger every single day with my husband since we started doing this lifestyle. Every single day, my relationship with my husband gets more communicative, not less, more. And there are times, of course, when everybody goes into, I just need to live inside my little shell for a second, because everybody needs that recharge. But that does not mean that I'm not communicating with my husband. I tell him things like, yeah, I just, I'm not feeling, I'm not feeling I've got a thing that I'm going through today.

And I tell him those things so that he understands that in this moment right now, I need a recharge. I need a reset. I need a thing. And I love the fact that he and I have that ability to communicate and tell each other. And he can say, I've had a really rough day and all I want to do. And then I look at him and say, then that's all you're going to do. You know what I mean? We're at a point in the way that we've had to communicate in order to keep our marriage alive.

because this lifestyle requires it of you this lifestyle is not is not going to be something where you can do it by yourself in a marriage you can't go out and get fucked and then he can't stay home and wait for you to get fucked and then not talk about it. Because the sharing, the fantasy fulfillment, the finding the puzzle pieces, it's all going to happen between the two of you when you talk. And if you're taking control of a situation, okay, this domination is a gift of the submissive, okay? The submissive can take it away at any time, okay? You can take away your consent at any time.

So as a dominant, you have to think more of the person you are dominating than you do of yourself. It cannot be 100, it can't be bullying, okay? You can't just tell them to do things without considering what it's going to do to them, without considering what they're going to have to go through to give that to you.

Because as a dominant, the quickest way to lose that dominant submissive relationship is by breaking the trust by doing something that your submissive feels like they can't trust you to have their best interest at heart which means that they can no longer freely give consent breaking the trust is a dominance worst move thinking about your submissive and being more in tune with what they need is the only way that dominance truly works because if you're not considering the impact of your domination on the submissive, you are not fully taking into account the gift that they're giving you.

so in these female-led relationships you have to and it's much easier in a female-led relationship to find that emotional balance that I think than it is sometimes in a male led because a lot of times the EQ of a female tends to just, because of our maternal instincts, just be higher. We tend to think a lot more about our submissive than men do.

And that's not to say that there are men out there who don't do that, but I'm just saying that it tends to be easier in a female-led relationship to know that you're not – to know the balance between being dominant and being in control, of being in the lead versus being a bully. Um, we tend to think about nurturing our submissive a little bit more than I think, well, in my experience.

Now, mind you, everything I'm talking about is 100% my experience and not anyone else's because believe me when I tell you I've been through some dominants who are just freaking bullies but you can't truly understand domination unless you truly understand submission and that's why a lot of doms go through a period of submission where they learn how to be a submissive where they learn how to be a submissive, where they learn how to be in that role before they take on the learning of the domination. That's not true for everyone, but it is a good rule of thumb.

It is a good thing to know what it is that you're asking someone else to do because you yourself have done it. But anyway, I'm off track a little bit because what you're talking about, what this question comes into, what this question fully brings to light is you're in this relationship. It's hard for you to communicate. That's got to be the first wall you take down. After that, finding a bowl, finding somebody to play with is pretty fucking easy because they're everywhere. They're everywhere. People who want to fuck you, you would be surprised how many of them there are. I don't know.

Like they're everywhere. People who want to fuck you, you would be surprised how many of them there are. There are people who are out there ready, willing, and able to do the, the bull part. But the first part you've got to do is you got to get on the work for the inside, for your consent and your husband's consent and make sure you're all on the same page because I will tell you my husband and I when we first stepped into this lifestyle we were not on the same page and that makes the story you're reading or the fantasy you're building, just completely different and completely wrong.

And so take a minute, figure out what it is you're doing. And then when you're ready to find somebody on the apps to take that next step with, you're going to be, you're going to know exactly what it is you're looking for and be able to more successfully source them. Okay, so I got a response from a listener about connection. And I'm just going to read you what this person wrote. It was a pleasant, strange coincidence to receive your email while I was listening to the most recent episode of your podcast on my morning walk.

You mentioned that you're curious to know about the thoughts of other people and hot wives in the lifestyle regarding connection with their bulls, thirds, or partners, and how it enhances their chemistry and sex. Now, my wife and I have not been part of the lifestyle, but I have been part of the lifestyle before. And based on my previous experiences and dating life as well, as discussions with my wife when we were dating about her previous experiences, I have thoughts.

I have a few my opinion i think you're already making connection whether it's it be with i love you guy jeff kilo or even l from the hundredth party it's just your way of making connection differs from the conventional norms of making connection when it comes to dating and romance lots of people have insecurities when it comes to being bare, literally in front of someone, let alone multiple people at the same time. And this is especially relevant for women. Women are held to a much stringent, much stringent standards of beauty and bodily appearance attraction compared to men.

Kind of like how you were mentioning that women put a lot of effort into getting ready for parties that you go to while men just show up in work clothes. Feeling connection or romance towards someone I think is an artifact of deep down feeling comfortable being bare naked with that person in an intimate setting and not feeling judged by them. It's kind of like an intuition that makes you feel that person that the person you have connection with might be comfortable being bare with you. The other aspects of feeling connection is making a memory.

And this goes both ways, kind of like your memory of the eight hour date with your husband and the first kiss, that feeling that he needed you primarily. The way you talk about your hot wifing experiences you know when you walk into the party you want to get down to fucking and you know the men at the party really do want to fuck you because you have the choke hold on them you make the connection and memories by fucking them because because you do not seem to have any insecurity when it comes to your body or sexuality or your marriage. I'll give you an example of I love you guy.

You already stole a piece of his soul and the memory stays with you both. And every time you are intimate, he's reliving it. Sometimes you come across, you come across people like Elle that you want to know more about that are curious about sitting in the outside of the bedroom potentially.

But that does not mean that you're missing out on dating or romance side of things that us normies went through the bottom line is i think your approach to making connection is pretty much the opposite of conventional means you like getting the insecurities out of the way first when it comes to sex and body image whereas women traditionally want to feel comfortable when it comes to sex and the way that they do they judge is by dating to see if they seem themselves to be vulnerable physically that's the main reason i like your podcast is that you're a plus-sized half-wife and there are not many out there like yours so to see someone like you who's incredibly comfortable in your body and is a hot wife is amazing.

I hope thoughts make sense. And again, excited to hear that you will be dedicating more time to your podcast and hot wifing soon. I really appreciate that. I appreciate the fact that my connection is, yes, outside the norm. And sometimes because of the fact that my connection style is outside the norm, I do feel a little nervous about being judged. But the only person whose true opinion of me I really care about is my husband's. My husband and I know who we are. He knows who I am. He's been through a lot with me. He's been through so much with me that he knows what he got. He knows who I am.

And he knows that I am not the most romantic. I am not the most, I'm not making the most connections. I am not the most emotional person. And because of the fact that he knows this about me, our style of play really works for the both of us. So I feel like we need to give each other grace when it comes to talking about the things that frighten us. I am not great at connection and I know I'm not great at connection. And because I'm not great at connection, when something comes along that feels very connective, and mind you, that connection may just be attraction.

It may just be an initial giddiness but I would like to know what it's like for other people not because of the fact that I necessarily want to change what I'm doing or change who I am but I'd like to learn and I'd like to grow and so this really was very a very good email for me to get because while I may not do things in the normal way none of us do we have to do things that are right for us and for our marriage and for our relationships and for our, I'm comfortable doing what I'm doing.

And because I'm comfortable doing what I'm doing, I would like to know where, like, what's the other side of the door look like? If this door is going to slide open, what's the other one look like? So thank you so much for reaching out to me, EG. I really do appreciate it. This was very welcome, very needed. And I really appreciate it. Thank you so much for joining me today on the Pineapple Pinup, the Hot Wife Life podcast. If you would like to reach out to me, you can hit me up on my email at pineapplepinnuppod at gmail.com. I am on Reddit, X, Instagram, Fat Life.

Hit me up, let me know, and I will share my links if you can't find them.