I have a problem

How do I delete this unedited version of my post!?

Not sure what I am looking for
..mainly to blow off some steam, I guess. Until kt long ago, I was always able to attract lovers. But...mother nature has NOT been so jkind to me over the past several years. The pandemic and a severe back problem, (have surgery scheduled for September), I have gained Ed about 30 pounds. Always in shape and svelte, but.. not so much these days.

I have the love of my life in my life now. She is an extremely young looking, sexy and desirable milf. Since we started swinging, so many men have wanted her. Up until the last two times we have met couples, it has always been a positive experience. But the last two times, it has been a total disaster. Both times, the husbands have wanted to fuck my lady, but their wives have wanted NOTHING to do with ME. In fact, the looks on the wife's faces have left me in horror, thinking that they would rather fucking DIE than to have to touch me