I had a fantasy. I met a man online. He was experienced in things I wanted to try. He seemed confident but not cocky. He had that smoothie personality and you knew he was a leader type. He could navigate me through my fantasey.
He was polite and knew his way around the life style crowd. He knew men to call.
I met him at hotel, attractive and kind. We had a nice time, but it was not quiet right. It was technical, he knew where to lick, and what to do with his dick. It lacked passion, heat - I was not comfortable enough with him to let go completely. I held back and disappointed myself by not doing the things I had dreamed about. Things I wanted to explore on his body. The next time I would.
We made plans to meet up again. I listed the things I wanted to do to his body, the ass I wanted to lick.
I met him again and the heat was off the chart. I sucked on him and explored his ass with my tongue. It was a fantasy.
We planned the next meeting adding another man. Maybe, my first time with two men would be hot and everything I dreamed it would be and more. I wanted to suck one man while being fucked. I wanted to try DP, DDV anything he suggested. I do not even know what to dream about. Multiple hands on me, lips, tongues. I wanted to trust him completely- I needed to trust him. I did in some ways. He took care of my body.
Maybe once or twice the three of us would meet. , then we could add another man. Maybe, we would continue to add men as I grew more confident? Maybe 4 men, maybe another woman? Maybe anything. We could film encounters. Make our own movie. Add toys add anything? Our imagination is the only limit..
I wanted this man to be my sexual mentor, lead me in the area of multiple men.
That was my fantasy