
Growth of Connection
This is the journey, the evolution of the Hotwife. Discovering the connection I was shying away from. Pro and cons.

This is the journey, the evolution of the Hotwife. Discovering the connection I was shying away from. Pro and cons.

How did my orgasm change after my hysterectomy? Why did it change? What are the pro and what are the cons? Lets talk about my experience with biology!!!

I actually threw my husband a birthday celebration. The party was small but perfect

I gotta ask myself am I putting too much pressure on the party to perform.

What is the difference at these parties? Finding your tribe can be hard. So if one doesn t fit the other may.

Last time I went to this party I left early. Now I return and it is glorious. I return to the scene of the terrible awful... It is glorious. Being human and having human moments doesn t need to keep …

I have a BDSM night with my friend. It was intense and thrilling. It is fun to have your fantasies on the outside because people make them come true.For 15% off on adult toys use my promo code PINEAPP…

As I face uncertainty in my job, I have to come up with a way to maintain my commitment to my husband and our way of life. Plus the terrible awful. Check out Lovehoney and use my promo code to get 15%…

I went on three dates that I drove to. It was an experience I hadn t done in a while. It was an interesting revisiting. Both me and my husband really enjoyed it.

I had a 3 sum with my husband and a bull. It was incredibly organic and lovely. But Monday morning quarterbacking is a real obstacle.

I had 3 dates and I review each one.

Glow party. When you have expectations, it is just one more way to prove that you don t know as much as you think you do.

It is not often that Valentines Day lands on a Saturday. We make the most of it

In addition to going over the party I discuss being a brat.

I attend a party by myself ... Who thought letting me loose on my own was a good idea? I had fun though

I got an email from a listener. It is juicy and drippy and there may be some cum. Tim and I discuss the power of just talking about fantasies.

What if you are single and living in the life. How does dating look for you? What are the pitfalls? I talk to Jeff about how his dating life has been. Knowing that he is dating but not relationshipp…

I talk to Jeff, who accompanied me and Tim to Splash. So much fun and a chance to hear about it from the single guy side.

Here is the thing, it was so much that it is going to take a while to fully process. Join me as I take the trip down memory lane.

sorry I'm late getting this out Christmas. I'm just going to leave it at that. I am heading to splash mocha and I am prepping in all the ways. I also share a fantasy that I was too chicken to share in…

I sit down to interview the throat doctor. It is a fun post romp chat.

We went to a party down south

We are releasing a new podcast that gives 3 perspectives on the issues and topics of Lifestyle/Hotwife. Imagine if a Bull a Cuck and a Hotwife walked into a bar. What would that conversation sound lik…

My husband and I answer questions about the talk. Having the open conversation about fantasies and desires.

Friends giving orgasms, and Ack! that is not my kink.I go over a party I attended and also talk about what to do when you are approached by someone with a kink you do not share.

We are getting deeper in our exploration. We start with some bi-curious play with my bull

That was fun, let s do it again!!! We go to a Halloween party the day after Halloween. Costumes and pineapples and fucking, oh my! It was a party and my friend Scoot came with us again.

I met a guy at a party and we were going to go out to lunch then play... I do not need to eat, I just need that play. We played with his fetish of race play a little bit and it was a time to set the b…

My Friend scoot and I went to a party with my husband wearing costumes. The Halloween theme and so much fun

We went to a party, a house party. This is really not something I am very good at so it was different that so many things worked and then...

Sadly not a spanking episode, but anal works too. Date with Red that gets some direction from my husband

I discuss a random date with Josh as well as how to talk dirty. The third segment is about non-consent. If this is going to trigger you, please feel free to skip over it.

My friend Scoot and I have a rambling conversation about comparing and contrasting the 2 parties she attended. It is a lot of giggling and jokes.

We went to a party and it did not work, but not to worry because my husband and I shared an amazing night getting back to just us

I reunite with Josh. Let s talk high heels! Dom, bully or stalker, you decide

The fall season is here and it is time to get fun with our freak.

We threw a party and it was awesome.

I sit down with Dr. Diane Mueller and have a discussion about sex and relationships. Check out her new book at the link below and if you act fast there are some freebies in there!!!Links: My Book: htt…

I went to two parties but only played with one person. I think I may have over corrected on the connection....

I have a conversation about connection and next level intimacy with Seven

Grip it is a phrase I have used more than once in my sexual endeavors and with varying success. Spicy came over and got me thinking about how grip is used and how it heightens my experience. I also di…

PO from Cuck my Life come over for a chat. We talk origin and shame wheel, girlfriends and connection.

I went to a back to school party. Lots of fun but found something strange was in the mix. Lots of eating....

My husband and I go to a hotel takeover. It was amazing. We didn t play very much but we had a very good time.

Aussie from Cuck my Life has given me his time to discuss the idea of connection from the Cucks POV. He talks about his wife finding a boyfriend and what that did for him. He has an interesting origin…

Pros and cons of party vs playdate. What am I looking for and should I be looking for more? I am striving to get my head around my hang-ups

Erica has husband and a boyfriend. She s here to explain to me a little bit more about connection

I wore a sunrise hombre sundress and it was so cute, but it wasn t on long. Got naked and played with 5 guys. Come hear about it

I had a date that made me very giddy and there were questions about what that meant, for me and for listeners. So this episode is about the date and the aftermath.

I went to a celebration of my party hosts 100th party. Things got spicy

My guess G joins me for a frank conversation about being a bull in the lifestyle. other than free sex what does a bull get out of it? I'm super grateful for the guest appearance. I think he has someth…

I talk to one of the hosts of Cuck my Life . We have a thoughtful conversation about the Lifestyle and the podcasting we do.

I went to a meet and greet and a fuck party. One had action, both had friends. I talk to Hopeful from Cuck My Life podcast. answered some queries from a listener...My interview with Homes Room is up …

Goodness me! It is a shower of riches my life has become. 2 Sundays I spent finding the Orgasmic waters!!!! I share that with you. Come lend me your ears as I tell tale of the cock and fun!

We went to not 1 but 2 parties on Saturday. Follow me through the twists and turns of navigating to vastly different events and share my successes and my fails.

We went to a house party and had a great time. This could have been a disaster though

I got invited to guest star on a couple of podcasts. Cuck my Life and Homes Room Pod.

This is how you know I have ADD. The sad thing is even in the editing I think my rambling has wisdom. This might be ... Lost the thought but hang out and another one will be along soon

So so excited to be interviewing my friend. This is a fun episode for me. It is a very long episode

My bull comes for a visit

We went to a lit party and it wasn t just the black lights that glowed.

we have a party to celebrate having girl parts

we go to a party where consent is questionable

We went to a party and ... fun ensued

My husband do a very home centered weekend. But that doesn't mean we don't have fun

Life has been lifing, so I am taking a trip back to previous parties and get a fresh take.

We go to a black and white party

We need to normalize things. Things that bring us pleasure. Things that enhance that pleasure.

All this time there was a room full of toys we hadn t explored.

I invited some friend over to BBQ... And get hot.

we went to a Mardi gras party for swingers. I brought my friend's scoot and one day I'll have her back on to get her impressions

I cover The party that we just threw from beginning to end.

The plans I had derailed because I talked out loud and told you I was excited. But I made other plans... So it worked out.

It was a great play session. Couple questions from the listenersG-spot play

I read a bit from a listeners fetlife. review a party

Welcome to season 2!!! I talk about grooming and what is in store this season

I had a date with Josh. I also reflect on the end of Season 1. This is my final episode for my first year and it has been incredible. I hope you join me next year. Lets grow this thing.

I went to Vegas and had an amazing time.

interview with my husband

Sorry! on vacation so this is going to be short.

we do an impromptu after Christmas party that leads to a lot of fun.

it is time to get festive. That is what we like to make the spirits bright.

So many reasons to love the cold. Snuggling is one. My bull and I cuddle for warmth. Someone asks for my body count. I have a great idea for anyone looking to throw a party: Privateadventures.net http…

We went to a pajama party, my husband chimes in on the events and I will tell you how to find events you can check out. I review the BCute classic from privateadventures.net promo code pineapplepinup…

In this episode I get into a date I had with an old friend. Then I share more of my convo with my husband. I share some listener feedback on cuck cleanup. I also review a toy for my new friends at htt…

What I find erotic about POV filming. My Day off Date comes with some tech difficulties that require us to be creative. My husband gives us some info and I answer about party planning.

What happens when my husband reclaims me in front of a guest? Great mind altering things!!!! Let's get into it

I am very excited. My husband talked with me and is in the episode. This is about the party we just threw. I am scattered but it was a crazy night

The family is coming to town so I have to play now. It is important to get my stress relief beforehand.

Lest go back in time to August 2023

I recap a Halloween party I attended. So good, so fun.

I explore the reality of losing foreplay in the lifestyle. Is it needed? Is it a loss?

I talk about positions and the lifestyle and safety... Tangents follow along if you can

Listen along while i process my fears and hang ups around trying anal in play settings. There is some other stuff too

This is a look at a party, menopause and intentions behind why we are in the life.

The benefits of having a history, a common language, vs the excitement of something new and unknown. Explore with me how having a history compares with the novel of mystery.

Auditioning a bull takes dedication and effort. I am willing to put in the time to ensure that it is the right fit. I give some advise about messaging so if you are on the apps... you might get insp…

What else wouldyou do on a Wednesday?

I am not sure what is going on with the audio on this app but zero stars. Here is the episode hopefully in the entirety

This is about the party I threw on Saturday. What a great time we had. Wish you could have cum.

Let s talk about terms. Define the jargon. Create the narrative.

I uploaded a badly edited version of the episode. Not that any are greatly done. Enjoy it!

It is time to get into the mess. Face first please. Today we talk about clean up and the fun that can be had

I think about what I want to do for my birthday. Travel and fun. Thank you all for your suggestions. Keep them coming.

I need your help to plan my anniversary. I need your suggestions. I am giving you the format...

Let's talk about celebrations and being human. And do not forget you have to clean up when the celebration is over!

Prep, party, post. Walk through my day as I get ready for a party.

I want to talk about toys. So I open my toy box and get detailed.

This is the whole interview with Scoot. Just us chatting

In this episode I explore how I might go about mixing Hotwife/Stag with Dom/sub. My friend Jeff joins me and I answer a query from a couple in AZ

I got stood up ... But I put in a little more from Scoot. And I get an answer to my question from a listener.

My husband planned a special birthday for me and when plans got moved he found a way to pivot. I am a very lucky woman.

My friend Scoot joins me for a bit. I have questions about men's experience in the play.

The things I learned. The changes I would make. This is the first try at fixing the void.

What are we looking for? Relationship, friendship, community? This is an episode about the search... the hunt.

Let's talk about getting the content and the fun before the party even begins.

I answer a few questions from my listeners. Reclaiming, having the talk, finding your person... It's a chatty episode but don't worry I will get back to the good stuff. My husband's birthday party is …

I gave my friend a very special birthday greeting to start the party off. Then I went to find more friends. Delicious, delightful retelling of my night of play.

I get into some games we played before we were ready to play for keeps. Some ways to explore the kink and decide if it is right for you.

I take a look back at a writing that my husband did after our first party. And I get into how my kinks have evolved in this lifestyle

Let's talk about blow jobs. What makes them good. What makes them not good? What makes them worth cumming back for?

Join me for some holiday fun. Went to a party and had so much fun. Also the book my friend Elle wrote. And He Said He Would Never Hurt Me https://a.co/d/58N8gB4

Sometimes it doesn't work out.

The first party I went to where I played. Green lingerie and K &G, so fun and so hot

My husband and I explore our kink through gloryholes.

How I use the apps to find play. Reading from a post I made on an app

We go to a sex party.

My friend came over. It was messy and sexy. Come find out what happened.

My first experience with being a hotwife

An introduction to the podcast of a BBW hot wife and the kink life as well as real life she navigates